Jenni “JWoww” Farleyis looking forward to a year of change in 2020.

On New Years Day, the reality star shared photos from her lowkey celebration the night before with boyfriendZack Clayton Carpinelloand her childrenMeilani, 5, andGreyson, 3, who she shares withex-husband Roger Mathews. In the lengthy caption, Farley, 33, called the past year “one for the books.”

“You guys get to see a tiny piece of me on tv and through social media,” she wrote. “I don’t post much about my everyday life because I find it…well…everyday lol. I forget that maybe my followers do enjoy Updates (side note: love you all.. especially the hating ones).”

Farley went on to say that although how she’s portrayed on television “can sometimes suck,” she will always keep it real, “even if that means I come off wild in an episode.”

“Some of the scenes you see are condensed because there’s only so many minutes in an episode. Also, Sometimes…I’m just a bitch ???‍♀️,” she said. “But no Tammy, I haven’t changed and as I reflect back on my past year… I am Proud AF of myself.”

“I wouldn’t be where I am today w/out personal growth, friends, family and yes even 24… because again, you saw a glimpse in my Relationship on tv when we were 6 Weeks in and you haven’t really seen it since,” she added, with “24” being a reference to Carpinello, 25.

Zack Clayton and Jennifer Farley.Zack Clayton/Instagram

Zack Clayton and Jennifer Farley

In December, PEOPLEconfirmed that Farley and Carpinello had gotten back togetherafter a very public split in October following an episode ofJersey Shore: Family Vacationthat showed Carpinello getting a littletoo closeto Farley’s costarAngelina Pivarnick.

Farleystarted dating the professional wrestlerlast spring, but in October the reality show aired footage of him wrapping his arm around Pivarnick’s waist in a Las Vegas club while Farley was drunkenly passed out.

After the episode aired, Farleysplit from Carpinelloandcalled both him and Pivarnick, 33, out for their behaviorin a scathing Instagram post.

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Jennifer Jwoww Farley and Clayton Carpinello

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“My heart hurts on so many levels,” Farley continued. “One thing I learned from tonight’s episode is know your value. Don’t ever lower your standards.”

Carpinelloapologized for his actionson Instagram, writing, “I made mistakes that I cannot take back, which I take full responsibility for. … I sincerely apologize to Jenni. I apologize to Angelina as well.”

In late November, Farley started liking his Instagram photos again, and in early December, PEOPLE confirmed the two were back together

That same month, Carpinellodedicated a loving post in her honor— seemingly showing that the pair had reconciled.

Farley also posted a selfie of the pair on her Instagram Story at the time, writing, “Missing your face while you’re away.”

source: people.com