Jennette McCurdyis showcasing an example of how her abusive late mother used to speak to her.
In a clip from theRTTconversation shared exclusively with PEOPLE, McCurdy reads aloud an email she once received from her mom about seeing a TMZ photo of her online.
McCurdy’s mom Debbie died of cancer in 2013. TheiCarlyalum looks back at childhood fame and her past struggles in the new memoirI’m Glad My Mom Died.
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“‘You used to be my perfect little angel, but now you are nothing more than a little’ — all caps — ‘slut, a floozy, all used up,’ " McCurdy reads. “‘And to think you wasted it on that hideous ogre of a man. I saw the pictures on a website called TMZ. I saw you rubbing his disgusting hairy stomach. I knew you were lying about Colton.’ (I had told her I was with a friend, Colton.) Add that to a list of things you are: liar, conniving, evil.”
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McCurdy adds with a laugh, “The P.S. gets me,” as Willow, 21, reacts with a “Wow!”
In her book, McCurdy opens up about disordered eating and finding a better place after years of therapy. The star, who says she has a good relationship with her brothers,recently told PEOPLE, “I did not know how to find my identity without my mom. And I’m not going to lie, it was very hard to get here. But now I’m at a place in my life that I never would have thought was possible. And I finally feel free.”
The Facebook Watch original seriesRed Table Talkreturns with a premiere episode featuring Jennette McCurdy on Wednesday at 9 a.m. PT/12 p.m. ET. New episodes stream weekly.
source: people.com
